Counting the Days

31st Jan 2008 20.35
a text message from him

' forgive my eyes for admiring your beauty
you stolen my heart the moment you looked at me
call me crazy
call me insane
because every time my heart beats
it mentions your name'

how sweet it was. i remembered it made me teared up after reading. it have been more than a year.i have been missing his 'masterpiece', but he just wouldn't write for me. sometimes i am kinda jealous of the girls he used to write about in his blog. but it seems that i'm always not the subject for him to write.

okays. i know it's kind of stupid to be jealous because of this small matter. errrm.. very stupid indeed. but somehow i just feel so. feeling insecure? seeking for attention? i can't explain it :s

we have not been talking much to each others these days. i wonder why........