distance

the distance
between us
between our hearts
so near
yet so far

Escape

i wanna escape from the reality.
this is not a good solution though.
aiks.
only God knows what's happening to me.
and wish me good luck on the coming finals.

life?

seriously,
motivation pls come and stay with me.

love sick

i hope that

i'm able to put a smile on your face.



i'm love sick.
miss you.

convincing?

God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.
God, pls remove him out of my memory. i don't need him. forget about him.

i can't even convince myself. sigh.

tasteless

somehow i just feel kinda down
for not being able to figure out what's in your mind.

love is not suppose to be tasteless.

losing grip

i have been trying so hard to control my emotions
but i guess i always failed to do so
nothing would affects me that easily
except you

i'm no longer the best thing that happened to you
i don't deserve it
i know

the feelings are gone
and i couldn't grap it back
i can see it but i couldn't touch it
it feels so insecure
the feeling of losing something that you care the most is
definitely something you would not want to experience

i thought you are still with me
but actually i have lost you gradually

the feelings are gone
and there's no turning back
to fill back the emptiness of my heart

i'm losing grip

again

Mood swings


and where are you again?

Sneak-ers

we sneaked out of the house
to have a plate of double maggi goreng.

LOL

thanks for an exciting yet unforgettable day.
you know how much i love you.
Muacks <3

no further explanation needed.

it suffices.
xoxo

how are you

the first day without you.

i just wanna know how are you.

before i have the chance to speak

i have so many things to tell you before you told me that.
i wanna share my happiness to you.
but i guess it ended up with misery.

thank you.

说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 你累了说好的 幸福呐
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到 这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着 你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得 你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢


oh well.. and i saw this comment from some guy below Jay's MV.

" 還記得，與你約定去南丫看奇石，
還記得，跟你計劃到青藏數星星；
但漸漸的，我開始忘了牽你手的觸感，
開始想不起，醒來時看著你笑的溫暖......
　
也許是我記性不好，很多事情我已忘記怎麼發展，
好多感覺，在我腦海已經變得模糊......
是我先喜歡上你的嗎? 好像是這樣的，
是我先不喜歡你的吧，應該是這樣的。
　
對不起......
我們分手吧 "

déjà vu
sigh

Promise

Remember this?

" I was hoping that you notice my feelings for you is not just from a friend who comes and goes, but from someone who intends to stay as long as your heart conserves. "

"The sight of you makes my days. Without you, my days are black and white. You coloured my life and I hope that you'll always do. "

You'll never leave me right?
You've promised me.

I'll always by your side.
As long as we go through this together, we will be alright.
Love you always.
xoxo