Enlighten me please!

Counting down, less than a week time, I will be back as a full time student and @er.
2 months semester break just passed by so quickly. Time flies like a rocket.
I still have not play hard enough, nor spend my holidays as meaningful as they should be.

Aih. When we are students, we complain bout studies.
When we are working adults, we complain bout our career and work.
What can satisfied us human? Errrrrr, particularly me.

I have been a very bad gal these days. At least I think I'm bad.
I compare a lot and I think it is really not fair for him.
But I just couldn't help it. Aren't all of us try to get something that is best for us?
We want the best and we want to be the best, aren't we?

Now I kinda pity my boy for always trying to live up to my expectations.
Sometimes I emo just because I saw some sweet couples or I read some romantic stuffs.
Damn stupid and superficial. I know I am.

I've tried to compromise.
And continuously reminding myself.
But after awhile, the same real me will be back.

So who am I deep down inside?
Someone enlighten me pls. Aih.

Part of the @ Family

On the second last day of NatCon 2009/2010, all of us sat in a circle in the parking lot.
This was the night that all of us spoke out our minds, without hiding any thoughts.
We were really frank to each other yet hoping that our words would not hurt anyone.

We hugged each other and we all cried together.
I haven't been having this kinda strong feelings since some time.
For being part of the big family, it makes me feel gratified.
Having so many brothers and sisters in a big family, I now know that I'm not alone on my @ journey.

I believe that no matter what will happen out LC, we will go through this together without leaving any member behind.
We will share our happiness and tears together as one.
We are all in one.
One AIESEC UM.

Love.