Sunday, December 13, 2009

it's the heart that matters

this year's b'day is not a significant one

i'm not happy.
And i dont think i deserve it.
I'm such a dumb.
for giving you chances to hurt me again and again.

All i want is just acknowledgment.
once again, i feel that im not important to you.
i've heard enough of explanations
you yourself should know better which are excuses
which are sincere.

You're not sincere at all.
i guess i know why i feel insecure and not confident sometimes
how can i be confident when the dearest person of mine doesn't acknowledge me.

I'm not asking for any pressie or what so ever
all i want is just an acknowledgment
simple thing like buying me a cupcake with candle
and sang me a b'day song
would be more that enough to lighten my day.

After all,
It's the heart that matters
but sadly, i couldn't see yours