hold it pls

oh well.. I'm back!
with emo mode again..
hmm.. as usual..
i wonder why am i writing and remembering the unhappy stuffs..
instead of the happy and blissful ones..
sigh.. not to think pls..
i hate myself crying for you again and again..
i need to hold my tears..

sigh.. how stupid am i..

Missing him

the worst way to miss someone is to have them sitting right next to you and know that you can only keep him for this very moment..
not seeing him again in the next hour is already kinda torturing for me..
i just couldn't imagine what if i cannot see him the next day..
next week.. or even next year.. this is really killing me.. *sigh*

i want him to be by my side.. sharing every moment in our life together..
time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.. *sigh sigh*
i wonder will i able to see him the next week.. hmm..

Big girls don't cry *sigh sigh sigh*

i found that i only have the urge to blog when i'm emo.. darn..



Dear,
Love you lots
and miss you loads <3